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A MARRIED MAN

By: topollino

Dec 28, 2008
Essay - Failure
It was my first day on job. Every thing is going well and so fine until I see you. Standing outside-door that is like 20 steps away from me. I watched you for a minute and then you suddenly look at me. I felt like I stopped breathing for a second trying managing myself getting back to normal. I don’t know what’s in you that made me do that, that you actually caught my interest with such look of yours.

For quite a-year-month long I never felt captivated like I have felt on that certain of time. Those tempting dark and charming eyes of yours that is inevitably irresistible for me not to get captivated. Now, I found my self having crushed on you that there is no such day of wanting you to be near me. That I couldn’t help my heart by beating like a tick of a clock and as loud as a beat of a drum when you saying “Hi’s” & “HELLO’s” to me giving those tantalizing eyes.

Every day I see you Is a happiness I have felt inside me…

Is this normal? Is this what to feel to have a crush? An obsession may be… Do I really just have crush on you? Or I’m about to love you? Am I crossing the limits? So many questions in mind… It’s been a while, me, feeling the uncertainties. I am totally lost…

I know at first it’s just a crush but now it's different. I feel a connection like electricity that is running through my veins whenever I get near you. The excitement I can feel each time you get close to me. I can feel the pain when I heard something bad about you and you ignoring me. Feeling the mixed emotions is a picture of a woman who is in-love. I am in-love.

You really seem so nice to me. You care a lot for me on your own special way like no body else does. I can’t help myself by falling for you. Somehow, I’m just a woman that could easily be fall-in & believe-in.

But, it’s not easy… You’re married…

I have to stop this fantasies… you are taken and there is no chance for you to love me. You can’t be with me even in my dreamland for you are not mine and by chance for sure you will not choose me to be your women. 



… I’ll stay still as a woman who got crush on you…




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