how many times do i have to tell myself that this is not going anywhere? how many times do i have to cry at night thinking of the wasted time and effort i have given to make things work? how many times do i really have to play fool?
i know i'm tired of this and there's only one way to get me out of here. that's pulling you out of my life, live as if you never existed and just move on. but i can't. i just can't let this friendship mislead me into hopes of making things possible. i can't ruin our friendship just because i love you.
i'm lost and i just really want to see a path that would take me away from you. you are one of the best things that ever happened to me, and even if things aren't equally shared... you play this part of my best friend. the better part of me. but i want you out coz you are hurting me without knowing then things would never be the same. i hate that part, not having you in my life so i chose to just cry and feel pain because it's the only way to keep you.
in my silence, i will love you like i've never loved someone before. i will be the friend who'll listen to your heartaches and stupidly wait for you until 4AM. i will cry for you for every single pain you've caused me. i will shed every worthy tear for you because you mean that much to me. i will stick around, hoping that one day, you might realize that no matter how different we are... things might just work between us.
i know i'm tired of this and there's only one way to get me out of here. that's pulling you out of my life, live as if you never existed and just move on. but i can't. i just can't let this friendship mislead me into hopes of making things possible. i can't ruin our friendship just because i love you.
i'm lost and i just really want to see a path that would take me away from you. you are one of the best things that ever happened to me, and even if things aren't equally shared... you play this part of my best friend. the better part of me. but i want you out coz you are hurting me without knowing then things would never be the same. i hate that part, not having you in my life so i chose to just cry and feel pain because it's the only way to keep you.
in my silence, i will love you like i've never loved someone before. i will be the friend who'll listen to your heartaches and stupidly wait for you until 4AM. i will cry for you for every single pain you've caused me. i will shed every worthy tear for you because you mean that much to me. i will stick around, hoping that one day, you might realize that no matter how different we are... things might just work between us.
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